Assalam and greetings,
That's how I usually start an email to anyone.
It has been ages since I updated anything.
Almost 5 years, if it were a boy; he would be running headless in a hypothetical house
living life as a kid.
So if I could choose an age to retain eternally; being 5 or a 6 years old is an option.
There were memories,
Some are still there, most were erased.
Mind is an intriguing 'place'.
Easily fabricated.
My narrative may not be the same as other humans if we were to experience a same event.
We chose to perceive what;
One ought to deny what one perceive as it shall defy what one chose to believe.
Do we really have to bother what others are/were thinking of us?
Does their opinions matter?
Do people's perception shall affect your life in any bit?
Would you die for not pleasing others?
Did you live your life accordingly as if it is relevant for public back slash?
Does your action has taken a negative effect on surrounding?
Are you happy?
What is happiness? Do all human deserve it?
How to not entertain idiocy without affecting your sanity?
I think too much of what if this and that.
I thought I could achieve this without sacrificing that.
I thought I would be strong; to never fall and keep walking (even the path made me drag my feet).
I am stretchable, limit is what set by my less reliable mind.
I have reach my limit;
A band that bound to snap.
Time to recoil and take a break.
If life is a race, I am a rabbit napping under a tree now.
I need that.
Stay on top.
This too shall pass, Yy.
p/s: Ask for an easier path, being strong simply means the greater the hurdles.
