Sometimes an inner voice cutting through reality,
asking questions,
"Why are you acting like a man?"
"Why behave like one?"
Like, why you offer people (read: girls) solution when they were just asking for ears to lend?
Responding,
"So honey, what should I do?"
"What can I do to help you?"
Well, you can just bloody listen. Stop trying to do everything (that you could offer or would).
Resort to caving in rather than expressing feeling.
Hoo-haa!
Too much for a tough act lady! *scoff*
Because in your mind, showing weaknesses or even sharing them makes you vulnerable and almost obsolete.
These may be some references I pick from Men From Mars Women Is an Alien Crap eh! Nope.
And also choose to not knowing reasons.
In your defense,
not knowing is equable to less hurting, if those incidents may follow.
But in your defense too, never leave a hole to loop?
Where is your stance now?
To choose whatever words to justify your sense.
Nonsensical, at all point?
I know,
and you thought, let it hang there, you don't want to know, may it be a loop or hole or darn black sucking pit.
Did you find any serenity living in solitude?
I bet a well puzzled heart-throbbing pain.
Well, can't you just sometime be normal like other women, and act like human, which then would stop query your action?
"I don't know, man."
"Our shoes aren't same size and a penny or dime, a step would be too hard if we ever switch."
"My ride of hell is indifferent. Count your blessing, our shoes won't fit."
